As we round the curve, he clears his throat and tells me, with no preamble, that he thinks we’re not in love, maybe he’s never been in love, or actually loved me.
Almost 30 years ago, my first wife said almost exactly these same words to me. In a similar out of the blue fashion.
It took another decade to finally feel like I was worthy of love — any love — again. And when that happened, I found it.